mush-us

2010-12-17T11:34:00.007+08:00

i have been rather restless these days.. dun feel like doing anything at all.. my hse is getting pretty messed up.. not in the mood to clean up at all.. i wonder its the holiday spirit making me lazy or its just me?

currently at work now but im blogging away.. are u envy? actually its not fun at all to stuck at ur desk, with no where to go, pretending to be busy but actually surfing the net and trying not to let ur bosses find out..

2010 will soon come to an end.

First, i would like to thank my mum & baby, who stay with me trou ups & downs.
Unfortunately i have to spend most of my time working, neglecting them.
Second, i hope most of my plans are able to carry out smoothly (going on a trip, persuiting my part time degree, able to do more things that i love despite of the busy schedule etc..)
Third, i hope my mum's leg would get better when 2011 arrive. hopefully she is able to enjoy the trip we plan on mid 2011 and does not have problems in motion.

i wish 2011 would be a fruitful yr for me, my family and all my friends.

Merry Chirstmas and Happy 2011 Everyone!

Attn: Santa

Dear Santa, please allow my work load to be manageable, i have been a good girl this yr and im not greedy. i just hope my work load would not increase suddenly like hell. Please let me have a peaceful week until christmas and my mum get better. Thank you. XOXO, Yours Truly.

2010-10-17T21:48:00.004+08:00

Im feeling quite down at this point of time actually. Mr D finally spoke his mind after these few months of observing and 'understanding' of me. Well, I must say i am quite disappointed in his opinions. However, I am still grateful for his forthright and kind advice although its more of his own opinions rather putting himself in my shoes before commenting.
I totally understand where he's coming from, but, there really is a gap in between us.

It has been quite some time since my last post, mainly because laziness took over me. Haha. Anyways, its mid Oct now and soon a new year's coming. Goodness sake! I know i've not been making good use of my time, so why not give it back to me and I'll try make it all up? Oh well, we all know it impossible to do that.
Perhaps whilst waiting for the new year, I should start on my new year's resolution and work on the so many different aspects that i totally lack in. Sounds good? At least Im not 'dangling' there wasting my time away eh.

PS: Im looking forward to the Yoga lessons with bro too.

2010-10-13T20:45:00.003+08:00

whoot!!! i just bought a baby blue reebok yoga mat!!
the colour so nice!! loves*
so excited abt the yoga classes ard the corner!!!
can't wait to use the mat!! hehe!! :D
and of coz excerising with bro with be so much fun!!
lalalala~

2010-09-30T09:47:00.006+08:00

::::::FIJI::::::

An ideal place for honeymoon

2010-09-27T09:30:00.009+08:00

24.09.10, Friday
.
the 1st time i went to marché 313 somerset (i know this may sound very shua gu). everytime i saw the queue @ vivo, i give up waiting. anws, just wan to share my experience there.
.
the enterance was decorated with swiss flags and colourful cows.. Moooo.. there was a promo gg on but we decided to have our own selection of food instead. the restaurant is one level down and as you are walking down the stairs.. you get to see other animals such as sheep and erm i forgot the other one =x there is country music with sounds of animals playing, so its like you are walking throu a real farm.. interesting @.@
.
the moment we arrived the basement, the place was BIGGER than i imagined, like a mini market. chefs busy preparing food for the customer and many ppl are walking around placing food on the table. the place was happening & smell was heavenly!!
.
one of one fave dish is Rösti. a traditional swiss delicacy with po-ta-to. Yummy! the pizza thin, crispy and delicious. topping: chesse, ham, pork. *drools..
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everything was like their motto: fresh, healthy and fast EXCEPT one thing, the service there is bad. How can you forget to serve my waffles with strawberry and chocolate sauce when i am standing right in front of you????!!! ARGH!!!
.
i will be back nevertheless..

2010-09-11T18:02:00.015+08:00

::: Cooking :::

How does the combination of these food taste like?? We will find out soon!

After cooking the corn, its not so hard to get the corn as i imagine it!

-> i ♥ CORN <-

Let's add some marmite to the oat.

After stirring oat and marmite with hot water, more marmite is added to the oat. The colour looks good. i wonder if it taste as good? =/

Corn added! DONE!
To be honest, it doesn't taste very good. Edible thou =x
i still feels that corn is better off by its own. And this will taste good with MEAT or TUNA, with maybe CHEESE?
Anw now having stomach flu. No fried, spicy and dairy product.. Argh!! >:(
NO CHOCOLATE, NO ICE CREAM, NO FAST FOOD!
Speaking of ice cream, my fave flavour would be....

Tiramisu By Haagen Dazs

2010-09-06T00:12:00.006+08:00

R-I-B-S . T-H-E . W-A-Y . W-E . L-I-K-E . I-T @ T-O-N-Y . R-O-M-A-S

2010-09-05T23:52:00.015+08:00

Driving to East Coast Jumbo

2010-09-05T22:54:00.012+08:00

:::Poly Mates Gathering @ Ambrosia Cafe:::

CHEESE~

shit head & mark didi

i rmbed clearly i have taken bro & yk pictures.. and now its gone?? hmmm... =/ anws.. below are wat we ate that night.. i would say not everyone is able to accept authentic arabic dishes. we enjoyed the belly dance thou. LOL!

"YK"

"SHIT HEAD"

"MYSELF"

"ST"

And here comes the belly dancin' part....

2010-09-05T20:37:00.012+08:00

Fave relaxin' spot

ice ice baby...

Pure Drinking Water

2010-08-23T01:32:00.002+08:00

after so long, your smell still lingers.
u know how much I love e way you smell.
everywhere I go it reminds me of u.

I know I shld nt be thinking about u.
but suddenly, I realized how much I miss u.

if you can hear me, pls tell me if you are doing fine.

I know u won't be able to read this.
tootpid me :(

2010-07-29T00:30:00.003+08:00

我会学着放下我们..

共同的回已.

经历的过去.

拥有的快乐以悲伤.

忘记一个人很难.

但希望你也能学习放下.

唯有放下才能走得更远更快乐.

一定要过得比我幸福!!!

2010-07-22T00:25:00.003+08:00

today gt a BIG surprise from baby.
he gt me jay's autograph!! thank you baby!!
after gg tru sweaty and tiring 5 hrs. poor thing.
it is really very sweet of him (:
thank you for everything baby! muacks! love u.

but I was abit upset as I accidentally smudge e autograph.
me and my tootpid finger ):
luckily its just the side.

hai~ dunno why stomach dun feel well again ):
keep feeling pain in stomach.
hai~ better slp early ):
tml will be a brand new day.
I think everything will be fine ):

2010-07-01T18:13:00.000+08:00

匿名的好友

独送昏暗不离的风回忆里被爱
那股激动天色好红
温柔好浓在胸口浮现你的面容
一起活在这城市里更提起你名字
心还跳动却没重逢
只留下碰却又不敢碰的那种激动
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
该怎么说让彼此选择但思念还转动
不能握的手从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
与你无关泪自行吸收
不能握的手却比亲人更亲厚
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的温柔最温柔
当又一次美梦落空回忆里被爱
那股激动天色好红
温柔好浓在胸口浮现你的面容
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
那是什么让彼此选择
又不仅是尊重
不能握的手从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
却决心和你不再联络
不能握的手却比爱人更长久
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的拥有最永久

2010-06-30T23:24:00.002+08:00

Random thoughts:

Disagreement over the same thing again and again. When can we reach a consensus over this issue?

Don't ask me what i want in life. It's too early for me to choose my path.

Quotes:

- Laugh as much as u breathe, love as much as u live.

- There are many things in live that will catch your eye, but only a few will catch your heart. Pursue those.

- Don't let life discourage you; everyone who got where he is had to begin where he was.

2010-06-26T18:40:00.003+08:00

Saturday ruined.

why am I still so sleepy :(

once, I was in the company van, I laid on the seats and look at the sky. immediately I felt better. do I belong to the sky?

someone told me that sometimes she don't understand what I'm writing about.
maybe nobody will.
only I do.

well, just being random today
perhaps I would feel better after blogging.

2010-06-15T12:21:00.003+08:00

cupcakes i bought on my way home. looks yummy :p
but i find it too sweet as the "cream" on the cupcakes appears to be icing sugar.
hmm..

Strawberry ♥

2010-06-07T01:42:00.002+08:00

曾经有人说我是一个幸福的人。
因为我拥有全世界。

也有人问我后悔吗？
我认为路是自己选的。
人一定要往前看。

我曾经也觉得我是一个幸福的人。
就算是天塌陷下也没关系。
因为有你。

我们应该坚持自己想要的？
或者拥有自己应该拥有的？

幸福的定义又是什么？

进来做事力不从心。
一定要专心才行。

2010-05-30T17:56:00.018+08:00

I never like korean drama. Every drama i watch on tv either those ppl were crying like hell or ppl dying -.- dun like it at all.
ytd I happen to watch this drama on scv, I tot it was another silly korean drama again.
I continue watching to kill time and there's really nothing else to watch on tv. BORING!!

however I kept watching till e end. now I know why this drama is popular.

despite the comedy and romance, there are many good looking guys.
I am sure many gals start drooling during this drama. lol.
am I one of them?
mayb :D
this is that guy I'm drooling for:

*drum rolls...
Presenting the leader of the band.
Cute. Sexy. Attractive. Cool.
4 - in - one.
Yummy =x

And so im addicted to this drama <原来是美男啊>

2010-05-17T22:00:00.002+08:00

Commitment sux.

2010-05-16T20:47:00.003+08:00

I dun wanna go for production meeting and i dun think i need to, cos i belong to the sales dept. Those evil old birds are just trying to sabo me. Such an ass.
They are just trying to drag somebody down to report on the weekly status. That is not supposed to be my job and I've had enough of doing extras that are supposed to be the freaking planner's. For all the accounts that im handling now, it seems like i am not just the coordinator, but also the planner. He OT to earn money, and i OT to get HIS and my work done. kns.

2010-04-09T18:47:00.004+08:00

so tired of working. everything thing is urgent. hai- today I went home early despite work not done.
I felt a bit gulity but I tot to myself, work is never done.
I could not handle e stress. e pace is too fast for me. I find that sometimes I could not cope with my work
I was disppointed in myself at times.
does this job suits me? shld I change a job? where shld I go from here?
the unknown can be scary sometimes.

2010-03-22T23:55:00.003+08:00

hot! *drools-
can't wait to see you!
my first concert here I come!

2009-11-30T15:15:00.000+08:00

Cant wait to get an iphone 3GS! >.<

2009-11-29T19:12:00.011+08:00

working life sucks..

Ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot, ot..
Even On Sat! wtf!

i wonder if im suitable for this..
Hey Bro, please spend some time updating the blog.

Currently in ♥ with:

And Reading..

Cant wait for christmas..

They let my thoughts wonder into a world that i cant even imagine.. And bring my troubles away

2009-08-16T01:34:00.002+08:00

what's wrong to do finanical planning?! Fuck man.

2009-07-23T15:12:00.003+08:00

RE: YOU MAY POISON YOURSELF ACCIDENTALLY = False

http://www.snopes.com/medical/toxins/shrimp.asp

heard of a rumour? dunno whether its true or not?
just check out this website => Urban Lengend References

2009-07-11T14:00:00.003+08:00

The origins of the name 'Ashley' ...

come from an ancient Anglo-Saxon legend wherein a lovely young woman was kidnapped by an ogre and imprisoned in an ash tree. Over the years, the tree took on the form of the woman. Her name long since forgotten, she is now only remembered as "Ashley". The fabled tree is located in Devonshire, UK.

hmm.. its rank 18th in top 100 baby names.. pretty cool.. btw this name is given by one of my poly frens.. i tot its nice so i decided to use it :) what do you think?

2009-07-05T01:03:00.005+08:00

I have already apologise & i am sincere about it.
Do you think that i feel good hurting you?

Im always hurting you.
You are the only one in pain.
Im very happy with my life.
You should leave.

Has this been going through your mind often?

True Friends would never think of that.
And by not saying i am not much better off either.

You always said that i didnt share my problems with you.
But do you think i can share it with you & you are comfortable listening?
I don't wish to hurt you further.
Please understand this.

A promise for a lifetime to be there might be too much for a friend.
Its not worth to waste your time on something with no outcome at all.
I have long move on & i wish you could too.
I hope you find your true happiness.

i have been responsible as i kept the secret between us.
But im sick of keeping it a secret.
不要逼我说出不能说的秘密.
Stop pushing me.

By saying all this i have no intention of breaking the friendship.
Im just saying how i feel.
If you cant accept for who i am, you cant be in my life.

"Just to prove i was right that it's harder to be friends than lovers and you shouldn't try and mix the two, cause if you do and then you're still unhappy, then you know that the problem is you."
- Liz Phair

To someone else: Get the facts right before you start solving the problems. DUMB ASS!!

2009-06-10T04:12:00.001+08:00

its harder than it seems. . .

Disappointment

2009-06-09T21:10:00.004+08:00

i wanted to fight for it, but they told me i shld just give up and admit to fate.
sry bro.
*sigh*
i dun even have the mood to play the sims 3 i bought today..it was meant to be a reward..
*sob sob*

2009-05-31T17:01:00.008+08:00

Graduation BBQ + Ceremony!

can u spot our names? haa

im glad i changed my mind and attended the ceremony.

2009-05-24T21:19:00.003+08:00

CANT WAIT
FOR
GRADUATION CEREMONY!
LOL! xD

2009-04-30T17:21:00.004+08:00

♥♥ When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

♥♥ Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.

♥♥ May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.

♥♥ The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

♥♥ Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear.

♥♥ The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

♥♥ When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Prediction Of Another Tsunami

2009-04-30T04:59:00.005+08:00

There is a prediction that there will be another tsunami hitting on e July 22nd that it is going to be pretty bad. It is also when there will be sun eclipse.

Countries like Malaysia (Sabah & Sarawak), Singapore, Maldives, Australia, Mauritius, Si Lanka, India, Indonesia, Philippines, Japan and Certain Costal Parts of China are going to be hit.

Please try and stay away from the beaches in July.
It is better to be safe than sorry.
Please pass the word around & pray for all beings.

2009-04-23T23:32:00.004+08:00

Quotes From You:

"Real loss only occurs when you lose something that you love more than yourself"

"Memories are the best souvenirs"

"I should have been more careful. I was blinded by your halo, so I never noticed the horns"

"Breaking up is not a stupid thing; instead it makes you a better person and realize your mistakes"

"Letting go of someone dear to you is hard, but holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the same is much harder. Giving up doesn't mean you are weak! It only means that you are strong enough to let go!"

"Someday we'll know if love can move a mountain. Someday we'll know why the sky is blue. Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you."

"Deep down you know it's best for yourself, but you hate the thought of that someone being with someone else."

"I wish you could look at me and see the person you once loved instead of the person you have grown to hate."

"The saddest love is to love someone, to know that they still want you, but the circumstances don't let you have them."

"If you ever get lonely and you want to see my face, look at the sky, smell the air, close your eyes, and you'll find me."

2009-04-22T16:25:00.001+08:00

job hunting is driving me crazy!!! =(

2009-04-19T22:25:00.004+08:00

this is so true..

有人说男人其实是最专一的.
因为从20岁到80岁的男人都喜欢20岁左右年轻漂亮的女人.
这是个笑话,但也是个事实.

有人说现在的年轻女孩都很现实,眼中没有爱情.
称着年轻嫁个有钱的,一辈子也就有个归宿了.

男人有时好比洋葱,要想看到洋葱的心就需要一层一层去剥。
但是女人在剥的过程会不断流泪剥到最后才知道，
原来洋葱是没有心的.

2009-04-15T19:37:00.009+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY PEI SHI!!

4.4.09

it was an enjoyable night (: peishi's bdae was always special. We bought e pink stage jacket for her. She like it alot! She was wearing it all along during e celebration. lol.. i feel tat it really suit her (:

Ps: the chocolate cake was delicious! yummy~ *drools.. hmm.. i wonder where its from :x

2009-04-10T22:56:00.002+08:00

lesson #2 : cherish the people who are still in your life before its too late <3

2009-04-08T18:19:00.001+08:00

lesson #1 : Love each other or perish

2009-04-07T23:32:00.001+08:00

im an idiot..

2009-03-28T17:24:00.002+08:00

proceed to e 2nd stage of the interview. . .

will i get e job?

to be continue. .

2009-03-26T22:11:00.003+08:00

i passed my basic theory!

hopefully my interview will be sucessful tml. .

wish me luck!!! (:

2009-03-08T00:41:00.003+08:00

i feel tat this is a very beautiful song so i put it on blog. wat do u think? (:

Heres e lyrics:

When the rain
Is blowing in your face
And the whole world
Is on your case
I could offer you
A warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows
And the stars appear
And there is no one there
To dry your tears
I could hold you
For a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you
Haven't made
Your mind up yet
But I would never
Do you wrong
I've known it
From the moment
That we met
No doubt in my mind
Where you belong

I'd go hungry
I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling
Down the avenue
No, there's nothing
That I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging
On the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
Though winds of change
Are throwing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing
Like me yet

I could make you happy
Make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends
Of the Earth for you
To make you feel my love

Taiwan

2009-03-03T03:38:00.009+08:00

抛开政治。

我想，我爱上她了。

她的文化，她的生活方式，她给我的感觉。

我喜欢逛街逛到晚上十一二点，也不会感到寂寞。

我喜欢她的24小时便利店，让我想把店里的每一种饮料和零食，统统尝一遍。

我喜欢边吃边逛的夜市，让我看得眼花缭乱。

我喜欢边泡温泉，边看着令人着迷的景色。

我喜欢她的24 小时书店，让我在失眠的夜里，边看书，边品尝甜度适中的热红茶。

我喜欢在冷冷的夜里，吃着好吃到无法形容的麻辣火锅。

你能想象自己坐在窗边，喝着香浓的咖啡，观赏着楼下的人潮吗？

她的地形，风景，文化，一切一切，太迷人了。

下一次，背包旅行，游完台湾。:)

----------------------------------------------------------------------

我又失眠了。

而且还是很严重的失眠。

ps: 听一听五月天的如烟吧。:)

2009-02-26T00:20:00.005+08:00

我的生日礼物

2009-02-19T00:29:00.005+08:00

currently waiting for poly results.. applied for ntu and nus.. hoping to get in.. if both also didnt get in den MAYB ITS FATE. i would apply for smu ba.. sim is too exp for me.. but heard that its difficult to get in too.. so just try my luck.. hais.. god bless >.< i ve taken up manual driving lessons. hopefully everything goes smoothly, i can pass with one try and get my licence.

* Everything came too late
** Theres nth we can do
*** This might be Fate
**** We are meant to be Friends but not Lovers
***** A lesson Ive learnt
****** Express ur love bravely
******* b4 its too late

Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness

If you dont' know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will

And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul

We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes

2009-02-18T23:32:00.005+08:00

hope 2009 would be a better yr for me..

heres e celebration updates..

chirstmas @ balcony ` 19 dec 2008
new year @ clarke quay ` 01 jan 2009

2008-12-29T20:28:00.010+08:00

christmas!
celebrated with cousies

my cousin! he's retarded..thats why he's fun to play with..lols

actually all my cousies including me are retarded la..haha

my daddy..smart looking rite..haha..=x

oh..this is gonna be my last post until hj blogs again..haha..

3rd week of IAP

2008-12-14T20:59:00.004+08:00

IAP is really such a torture to me.
i feel so restricted..im not supposed to use my phone..listen to mp3 during work..i cant slp during lunch..there's no place i can hide for a nap..=x
i've got no computer to use (at least time will pass faster when i can surf the net..right..)..the only time i can use it is when i need to use the equipments..i cant slack!..they gave me one whole stack of equipment manual to read whenever they got no time to entertain me (i dunno how many times i've read that stack of notes already) ..-.- ..so i just stare at them for hrs.............

i've already took 2 MCs for this month..jus dun feel like goin..not becos i din manage to get up for work..i listen to my mp3..msg ppl and play the games in my phone when i've got nothin to do..i totally hack care what my supervisor thinks of me..=x
the more im restricted..the more rebellious i'll get?

this is bad right..if these continues..sooner or later i'll get complains and warnings from my liason officer..=x
so...i've got no choice but to tahan right..sians..-.-

2008-10-28T15:43:00.008+08:00

freaking dolly.
suay like shit.
its like wth. give me tons of things to do in china. tmd lor.
say wad i din do much for the past 6 weeks..so i need to do more in china.
wth lor..is she lazy to come up find me..i need to ask her 2 or 3 times den she will come..
say will come up den nv come..always see her go lim teh..den give excuses..say she very busy..busy sai ah. angry lor..
im already having probs wif my current exercises..still add some more to my load today.
im so stressed now..im so darn worried i cant finish my report and ppt on time.
rose has already finished all her tasks! she's only left with ppt and report. look how jian and bias dat dolly is! somemore rose's task is all typing..and mine needs to think! wth!!!
ppl enjoy..and im stucked with all these shits! really feel like giving up..anw i know she's not gonna give me a nice grade.
okok..im in the lab now..figuring out how to use the NWQA software..
its damn sian..cos i need to write out a guide on it and i dun even know wad the hell its talking abt. freak.

nothin much to blog abt suzhou la..except its really cold..especially morning and evening time. the food is alright..acceptable for me..havent really got the chance to tour ard suzhou..so not much photos.
its weird cos i dun miss my family and home much leh..but i did cried when i phone my dad the first time..duno why i cried also..just felt like crying the moment i hear my dad's voice..=)
i've already gotton used to the environment here already..gd..haa..
we went Shanghai last sat..walked alot can..foot damn pain..but bought nothing..-.- cos its all the big malls there..most of it are branded stuffs..expensive..
oh yah..we went wu zhen..something like a 'old city'..very nice..the scenery and all dat.quite fun la..cos we were busy posing and taking photos..hahaha.
ooo...the KFC egg tart very nice lor..very...'milky'..2 flavours to choose from..original and passion fruit..i prefer the passion fruit one..fruity..nice..haha..

eejie's my roommate..no conflicts, quarrels or wadsoever till now..=) she's damn cute in the moring la..hahaha..
i tink our room is the neatest, cleanest and smells the nicest lor..hahaha

eejie mopped the floor twice..and i mopped it twice again after washing the toilet.

i scrubbed the toilet, sweep and mopped the floor! cant believe i did that..hahaha..but i really cant stand the room to be so latah.
we even hand wash our clothes leh..wahh..hahaha..=x

oh..and i tink my face will be very swollen and my legs will be very mascular..hahaha..cos i eat alot for dinner and i climb 6 stories everyday to the lab..with my laptops..notes and all dat.

at the suzhou train station..before we leave for shanghai.

at shanghai..its called bu xing jie..its a street full of malls and shops la..

look at the statue and us..hahaha

nice hor..photographer - eejie

wu zhen..nice also

yeah..this is wad i bought..fake fred perry..i bought this solely becos its nice..nice hor nice hor..haha..less than $20 sg

fake converse..which looks really like the real one..and its much more comfy lo. abt $10 sg

2008-10-12T21:34:00.009+08:00

The frightening fact about plastic..

Check out this chart that breaks down the plastic, its uses and chemical makeup
(I find #7 a little scary)

http://www.epd.gov.hk/epd/english/environmentinhk/waste/guide_ref/guide_plascod3.html

Reusing plastic bottles by refilling them is NOT a good idea. WATCH THIS VIDEO:

http://video.wnbc.com/player/?id=238518

Microwaving plastic containers affects the chemical make up of the plastic, allowing the chemical substances to destabilize and leach out more quickly into the food you are reheating. You can check out this article that ran in the Wall Street Journal:

http://www.mindfully.org/Plastic/Microwave-Health-Problems.htm

2008-10-05T22:24:00.009+08:00

a great meet up with cousies. (:

went shopping and ate sushi teh..was yun jie's treat..wah..shiok..haha

teppanyaki for dinner..bro's treat..

bought a watch! bro sponsered!

i love watches! haa..

my elder bro and his girlfriend.

bro and girlfriend.

after dinner we went to Dempsey hill.

dat place is full of nice nice relaxing pubs..the atmosphere is so nice..especially night.

chit chat until abt 2 plus..den took cab home.

great and fun nite! =)

ps: i really like the watch..thx bro.. ((:

2008-09-03T20:58:00.002+08:00

stfu ass. you're pissing me off.
i knew i'll be disappointed with my fyp. its expected.
pray that it'll get better, cos its just the beginning.
i think my supervisors are quite sucky.
don't make me curse the both of you.
no worries. i'll still smile and finish my task within the dateline
act like a guai kia and reach sch on time.
freakin kao pei shits.
i know im slow and retarded, but that won't stop me from moving on.
proving to fuckers who look down on me.
even if i don't suceed, at least i tried.
i won't give up just like that.
and to a particular fucker. mind your own business.
ya. fuck off.

yes..vulgarities..means..im so seriously PISSED OFF!
alright..feeling better after venting my anger..
im off to bed~cya..will update soon..haa..

oh..happy birthday to daddy..=)

2008-08-30T14:10:00.007+08:00

met wenkai and sherlin at toa pa yoh..den went east coast tgt..the rest reached there long ago..we're the last to reach la..ate..played games..chitchat..den cycled..
the bbq was alright..night cycling was quite fun..but tiring..cant believe i cycled for 21km plus!(info provided by wenkai) from our bbq pit area C to changi beach..den back again..initially we intended to cycle to changi beach 1st den cycle back to the east coast jetty to catch sunrise..but when we cycled to changi..we're already half dead..so we thought of staying at changi beach to see the sunrise instead..but when we reach dere..its just 4.30 am..need to wait very long rite..
so...we decided to chiong back to east coast to catch the sunrise..lol..oh..and we took about 1.45hr+ from east coast to changi and took 1.15hr+ to chiong back to east coast..non stop! power rite!
haha..but becos of the weather we din manage to see the sunrise la..-.- chiong for nothin..lols
den we went to eat breakfast..return the bicycles den take cab home..i almost fell asleep in the cab..cannot tahan..-.-

guess wad happened to our butt!
i dunno abt them la..but my butt blueblack! muscle aches all over..
overall..the bbq not bad la..haa

a conversation between chinfei and serhao when they're talking abt how pain their butt is while they're cycling..lol

chinfei: 我的屁股长花了(liao)
serhao: 你不是本来就有一朵了meh
chinfei: 什么本来就有一朵？
serhao: 你本来就有一朵菊花吗..
chinfei: 什么菊花..香肠就有一条啦..
serhao: 你很恶心leh..
serhao: 一条线一条线，不是菊花meh..
me: HAHAHAHA..

okay okay..photos..

eejie asked me to blog abt this aunty..hahaha
this aunty was bua-ing her armpit with her towel..den she did some actions which looked like she was blowing her armpit..lols.

while i was scanning thru the guys..i noticed a white thing between wenkai and zhirong's leg..den i scared tio..i thought its some..you know..something that belonged to the 'dirty' things or wad..
i slowly traced up..and realised its my leg..-.-

ooo..im doin something related to qa for fyp..which i tink will be very boring..-.-
but luckily my supervisor is Tony Ho..he's not a bad guy i tink...haa
my fyp location's at blk R..so sians..so far away from those ppl..sadded..wun be expecting clara they all to visit me..cos im at the third floor..it wun be possible for them to walk pass also.. :(

2008-08-24T21:13:00.003+08:00

Fyp ended. Currently having my holidays and approaching e 2nd week.
Finally theres break. I ve been waiting for one since last last semester =.=

I ve managed to get a job recently, working as a sales assistant in "Gift a name".
Although the pay is not high but theres still some income during this holiday, at the same time gaining some work experience as ive not been workin for quite sometime.

Hopefully everything goes well tml which wld be my 1st day of work :)

2008-08-23T21:06:00.003+08:00

i tink im a little bit stressed up recently..cos im so darn worried abt mould and machining.
these 2 papers are damn difficult to study..memorisation and no tips!
im trying to get the machining processes into my head now..but! the weather's really nice!..its raining whole day..and it really makes me feel like tucking myself into my comfy bed and sleep!

anw..the last exam in my poly life ends next wednesday and its the start of my FYP!
actually im quite excited abt that..haa..weird rite..its not becos of the china trip la..just feel that its a new start again. i wonder wad project i'll get for my FYP..haha..but my excitment always ends up in disappointment..lols..

alright..time to get back to my machining.

i find this funny..but it makes sense..haa

Dennis Wholey:
Expecting the world to treat you fairly because you are a good person is a little like expecting the bull not to attack you because you are a vegetarian.

2008-08-10T21:29:00.007+08:00

after reading hj's post then i realise our poly life are ending so very soon..
continuing my studies is a must..at least a degree cert.
work in the morning and classes at night.
the prob is i duno wad to study for uni..engineering doesnt seem to be suitable for me..cos im slow..and engineering is complicated.
i know daddy hopes that i can continue the engineering path..so that i can help him next time or wad..but thats not wad i want..feel like taking psychology, hotel managment or advertisement designing. but i dun wan to disappoint him..

anw..走一步，看一步吧。
船到桥头自然直。haha~

每次谈到工厂，每次都露出一种说不出来的眼神。

每次都不敢正眼看他的眼睛，怕会忍不住掉眼泪。

Papa 今年64岁，我一直都以为他才五十多。

每次都以那种无所谓，没关系的语气说退休后如果没人想接手，就把工厂给卖掉。

我知道工厂是他的心血，有谁会舍得把多年来努力的成果就这样卖给别人。

身子一年不如一年，看着他每天都那么操劳，心很痛。

他真的累了，但他还是能撑多久就撑多久。

ps: 我崇拜他。=)

2008-08-08T23:51:00.005+08:00

im sick durin exam period. - -
ct sux. especially QA.
this sem sux. i wish bro was here to fight tgt with me.

其实我早就知道进大学没我的份，可是心里还是抱着那么一点的希望。希望我会奇迹般的考进。现在真的连那么一点的希望也没了。
但我还是想努一回。
我不想跟别人比，只想给自己一个交代。

anyway...eejie damn funny..lols..look...

okay..too small cant see..nvm..anw zhirong's nick was...'POPPOPPOPPOP ER LANG!!! MASTER!!!' then....

eejie saw his nick..found it damn lame and retarded..and scolded him..'you pop what sai' ! lols
okay..maybe u wun find it funny..but u'll know why im lafin if u're in my class..hahas..

im goin for the Suzhou program! im so excited..cos im goin with eejie and roselind..its great to go overseas with frens..hahas..gonna shop till i drop..hahaha..lame~
hope eejie's financial thingy can be approved..if not without her..it wun be as fun le..=p
ohohoh..i wanna go for the educational trip in hongkong lehs..but duno whos goin..hahas

28th august got class bbq..hope it'll be fun..=)

mmm..tink thats all la..nothin to blog le..

2008-08-06T22:43:00.006+08:00

long time neva update blog..
bro keeps reminding me to update..
but dunno write abt wat leh..
hmm.. u guys mus be wondering why i got time to update rite?
becoz i didnt go to sch today..
overslept..
and simply dun feel like gg..

so how do i spend my day?
- i watched 1 drama series and 2 movies online today
- while eatin 5 doughnuts for breakfast cum lunch & 1 sheng1mian4 for dinner
- went to toilet now and then for 5 or 6 times
- took a shower
- listen to music while blogging and thinking of wat to write for my ppt
- totally "forgot" abt doing e laundry which was told by mum an hour ago
- off to bed to lala land

~~for those who are interested to know wat im doing now..~~
currently doin fyp..
which sux like hell..
dun think theres a need for tat seriously..

btw i think bro is struggling with her project..
life w/o her is hmm.. boring.. sickening..
no joke.. no one appreciate my sense of humour =x
fyp is ending in 7 days..
feeling abit vex due to work not done..
after my holiday i will start mugging again..
fill my brain with "knowledge"..
hope to graduate from poly soon..
getting sick of this place..
but when i graduate i dunno wat job scope to look for..
headache.. x|
time to face working life..
and i knw it wld suck..
hai..

Oh ya.. a lost my wallet a few days ago..
but i managed to got it back..
damn happy..
thanks to tat kind soul..
not many left in this cruel world..
wahah xD

ps: i really hope to get an A for fyp.. pls*3 make my dream come true..

2008-07-14T01:35:00.006+08:00

Friday~

Com skills presentation

i can only say...i looked and sound retarded..lols..nvm..tink can get a D la..hahaha

got A- for both cover letter and resume..not bad rite..lol...the truth is...i kope my bro's cover letter and changed a bit here and there..hahaha..=x

common test results!

1B. 3C

disappionted..cos..last yr le..still get so low..but..i deserve it la..who ask me to get so slack...i'll chiong for my final papers..i will...! (hope so..=x)

okay..nvm..lets look at the photos i kope from Sher lin..=)

Wenkai: i look smart hor..hor..
Wenkai..wad kind of pose is this..tsk..he looked quite gay dat day..haa

Zhirong: i think i look quite natural like this hor..handsome bo~

pi rong..(those ah peh..u noe..)=x ...hahaha

Sherlin.

Roselind.

they were playin with the ties la..and cam whoring while me and eejie were interviewing others

she forced me to take pics with her..lols

i only agreed to take in the toilet..cos..paiseh..hahaha

lucky my face not distorted or wad..lol

my dad said me and my brain is getting slower cos i don't exercise..-.-

sian diao right..but it sounds quite true la..hahaha.

so..im going jogging every saturday..lols..
healthy lei~

classmates.

2008-07-04T00:08:00.002+08:00

希望你从这个世界上消失。
我不讨厌你，
真的不讨厌你。

心里很闷
想要跟人说说话
但有谁愿意听呢？

最深的秘密
对着别人，
我真的说不出口。
你能了解我的感受吗？
水瓶座的人就是这样。

有趣的：
今天早上做了个梦
梦见我跟金飞人帕托(pat toh/ dating)
吓死我了！
都是我班的三八们害的。。
lols.

2008-06-28T22:20:00.003+08:00

越想就越担心, Advance Machining fail 定了。
乱写一同。。

昨天考完试后，没觉得怎样，也没去多想会考得怎样。

可是一躺上床，闭上眼，脑子里就开始浮现出刚才哪题会做哪题不会做。

越想越不爽。

想那么多也没用。

没办法，一切后果自负。

我总是在夜晚的时候想很多，也因为这样，经常失眠。
白天不想去想的事，到了晚上还是逃避不了。
其实，我也喜欢这样。
可以把一整天开心，不开心的事统统想一遍。
开心，会感恩。
不开心，会问自己为什么。
然后再想出个答案来。
把不开心的事忘掉，
第二天，又是一个新的开始。

“也许，有些事情不是渺小得可以控制与掌握。
但，至少我可以决定，
怎么看待自己的今天。”
( 我忘了这句话是从哪里听来的。)

为什么用中文写blog？
因为受了凤眼的影响。
想试一试。
挺好玩，挺新鲜的。

ps: Meiji coconut flavour yoghurt is damn nice la..lols..go try it..eat le will high..haha (at least for me it will..haa)

2008-06-12T10:59:00.006+08:00

Napfa begins at 430!! OMG.. so nervous sia..
coz i know i weak sure cannot make it de..
Although everyone like hack care abt Napfa
but i really hope tat i can pass..
if not fail like weakling sia..

I WAN TO COMPLAIN!!
No mood to do fyp now.. Damn boring!
e sup is coming over everyday to check on me and my partner..
he talk damn slow la.. wtf!! listen le can slp arh..
explain like neva explain.. also dun understand!
sit there whole day olreadi bery tired..
still mus listen to him chanting..
listen to music also cannot..
msn also cannot..
time passes slowly during FYP
Argh!! >:(

Conclusion: FYP SUX

2008-06-11T14:01:00.001+08:00

2008-05-31T00:57:00.002+08:00

my bro is back! i was so happy to see her lahs..having lunch with yk ps and bro was the happiest meal i've had since the start of this sem. lols..i missed her so much~i missed the days we had..the jokes..the laughter..feel so...happy..hahaha..just like..everythings back.

看着他们打球，感觉很棒很开心，就好像回到以前一样
叙旧 =)

2008-05-17T17:40:00.005+08:00

yay~com skills presentation is finally over..litu helped me alot lahs..
eejie said i kept saying erm erm erm when im presenting and i din realise i said so many times..haha..nvm..i know i already tried my best..
im gonna miss mark & clara..
think exams are coming soon..but i duno when la.. =x ..got alot to revise on..headache lehs~
now im more worried abt sem project..really cant think of any ideas..
daddy got so many things for me to do..sians..- - ...there goes my public holiday..
So many things to do..but the money's not coming in..i duno why..i duno where the money went..
im not complaining..cos i've got more than enough to spend..i jus find it weird.
im trying to reduce my dad's workload and learning to cut down on my own expenses.
i can do it! i can resist temptations! haas~

suzhou trip if can go(no financial assit) + new lappy = $$$
actually din really wanted to buy new com..cos the old one still can use..but..my lappy really cannot make it le..cant even install nx5..was thinking of stayin back in sch to practice ug..den can save up the money..but..practice once a week a few hrs lyk nt enuf for me to pass leh..lols..i really sux at ug lahs..

Vesak Day.. - -
hot crowded stuffy smelly (incense smell) + kaisu aunties (like the temple will run away or disapear..push push push..! the tummy keep touching my butt lors..kaoz..- - must stand until so close..dots) ..keep pushing me i already nt happy le..push my bro somemore..i was darn irritated..really got the urge to shout at the aunty..but..i controlled my anger..stared at the aunty and told her: aunty. 可以不要再推了吗?
den the aunty look at me for lyk 3 secs den look away..ignore me sia..but she stopped pushing la..maybe i scared her..lols
confession: i had the thought of stepping on her feet hard~..lol..teach her a lesson..so next time she wun push ppl..hahaha..im bad rite..haha

与其放弃，不如静下心來，就让自己努力一回，为了自己，为了打开自己不一样的命运。
我喜欢看你们打篮球
我喜欢五月天
:)

no link rite..i know..hahas..

2008-05-06T23:33:00.004+08:00

monday

napfa was hell..- -
im weak. i know.
litu cant stretch! wahahha..darn funny..=x
anw..went to celebrate chinfei's bdae at pizza hut after sch wif lotsa ppl (clara litu mark eejie ms serhao me and of course chinfei..haha) actually not alot la..haas
..i signed up for the Suzhou programme..hope i'll get selected..damn expensive can..cos i cant apply for the financial thingy..- -..wanna save money oso cannot..
sch is okay for me..finally got used to the new evironment already.
my new habit..nt eating durin break..cos too many ppl..see le also sian..eating alone also sian..so might as well go library slp..haha
i cant change the habit of spendin money on cabs..how how?? feel so guilty..
but sometimes im really lazy to take mrt and bus..so crowded....
im gonna restrict myself from takin cabs unnecessarily..
or maybe once or twice a week is okay la hor..=x
i really wanna save money! hais..

ps: shld i say? i dun wanna regret lehs..

2008-04-21T21:20:00.003+08:00

im beginning to think that im really retarded.
mould design cannot make it. cant catch up with what shuning is tryin to teach. its so luan.
sit there for 4 hrs. almost lost my patience.
hate com skills the most. freakin module. yr 1 com skills is already bad enough..now's worse. although i got an A for it..i jus hate it.
sem project is solo work..got no ideas..mind = blank..and its 5 credits! really wah kao.
stressed. so many things to worry about. im worried whether i can make it for yr 3.
im beginning to wonder did i make the correct choice in choosing pde..or should i say im already regretting..im struggling wif the lessons. the modules. i tink its just me who's having a hard time catching up. i know im slow. but im tryin hard to learn.
im already slow. but i tink i got even more slow dis term. lols
anw..the 1st week of sch was a really long one. lonely + bored. but..durin my emo period..i still notice the kind souls around me..lols.
ya..chin fei tried to entertain me during break and pei me go hm after class. ser hao quite friendly..treat me eat sweets. wahahah. litu tried to help me in my work. pei me go eat lunch today and sacrificed his afternoon nap..so dat i wun haf to eat alone. (oh ya..ms got pei me oso =))
eejie tried to entertain me durin classes..although sometimes a bit noisy la..=x but..she's really caring lahs. okay..i wun go into detail abt dat..lols. mark and clara will come and visit me when they're free..lols..sounds lyk im in the hospital or somethin..haha.
mm..dats abt all lah..nothin much..long post today..gotta go read up on my mould design which the kind eejie taught me just now..hahas.
oh yah..i know why i got so emo these few days..the reason is...my aunty visiting me. wahahah.. =x

2008-04-10T23:33:00.003+08:00

today was a sucky day.

don even feel like gg to work le.

theres sum misunderstanding btw me & supervisor.

cant we jus ve sum fun at work?

at least we still bother to get our things done rite? -.-

sTfU lah. . .

2008-03-22T01:41:00.004+08:00

my bro is so ke lian..*hugss*
i want school to start earlier..im so bored..
i miss my frens..i miss the lame jokes and the slacking
cant imagine sch life without my bro..no stupid jokes..no funny faces..no gaming partner..no gaming sessions. haix..
pls pls pls..pls let me be in the same class as ah pong and eejie..i dun wanna be alone..*prays*

im always doin things to myself that i'll regret.
i went to rebond my hair..and now i look like a ah gua..- -

2008-03-22T00:27:00.009+08:00

its e end of 3rd week of my attachment. e 1st wk was a tough one. i cant cope wif e timing. at some pt don feel like gettin up & go to work >.< ve to get up at 6 everyday. sometimes if i lai4 chuang2 i need to run to e pick up pt to catch my company bus -.- as they dun wait for ppl. if i miss e bus i ve to get my own transport. which is not convenient for me at all.

i wld reach my workplace by 7 everyday! e food dere sux!! cum less variety!! im having my breakfast and lunch dere. humpt~* I MISS SCH!! [slacking & sleeping part e most] lol~* & my frens there as well ♥ especially my bro =( i guess only she will understand my joke & laugh wif me. ppl dere will only look at me wif their eyes wide open like this @.@ when i laugh suddenly or laugh at stuffs tat are not funni. damn siannss can -.-

Basically my job is to measure spare parts & data entry. sometimes i feel like slping in front of e com when seating dere & looking at e com for too long. those data make me dizzy! But i jus cant! =( its soo boring doing e same thing day after day.

Luckily some of my colleagues dere are quite humorous & friendly. thus brighten up my day (= time passes faster tat way. im getting used to e environment wif many males & indians. Oops =x

{ my working schedule }

7:00
+ bus reached work place [zzz..]

7:05
+ settle down at canteen to ve breakfast [not realli full]
+ watch channel news asia [not interesting]
+ chatting wif frens [sometimes not used to e quietness when eating]
+ toilet break [no need me to say wat i do in e toilet rite xD]

7:45
+ start work [well..]

9:00
+ meeting [day dream time]

9:15
+ tea break but i stay in office [hoping to get things done]

12:30
+ lunch [yummy -.-]

1:30
+ back to work [waitin to knock off soon]

4:30
+ tea break [no pt for tat anw gg home soon rite?]

4:40
+ finishing today's work
+ doing hse keeping [preparing to go home]

4:50
+ gg to drop off pt [sometimes choing so wont miss e bus. lol]

5:00
+ bus gg off

2008-03-02T22:03:00.008+08:00

exams are over !!!
attachment coming !!!
2 mths & 21 days...
starting from tml
*hais
i think i didnt do well for exams
especially mechanical design
off to bed now~
argh! >:(

hope i can eat as much sweet stuff like L.
#blessed (:

2008-02-04T22:50:00.000+08:00

im so disappointed in myself.
didnt do well for robotics and qc.
nvm..its over.
anw..i got into the same path as tutu!
so lucky..(:
at least got a fren same path as me..i wun be so lonely..haas..

i've met wonderful people..made wonderful frens..and im thankful for these.

gotta rush out india and china report le..end..

2008-02-01T01:12:00.000+08:00

Qc ct later..starts at 8.30am
no mood to study + im darn sleepy
i've only touched abt 30% of it..
no slp for me today
always lack motivation durin exams..angry.
cny is nearing..and i still got alot of things to do..lazy.
dun lyk cny..troublesome.
feeling empty.
haix.

2008-01-21T02:35:00.000+08:00

sch tml.
but dun feel like slping nw.
im gonna be late again.
borin sch life.
qc test tml :/
hope it wld be a breeze 4 me.
finally ppl realise my hair colour.
ve a so-so weekend.
been slacking again.
cyn is ard e corner.
more cleanin to do.

* complains wont work.
so jus shut up & work.

watch. listen. learn ≠ talk

♥ jay
inoedishasnolinkwifewordsabove xD

2008-01-04T02:17:00.000+08:00

* im exhuasted-

2008-01-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

this year's countdown - at mark's house playing majong and deal or no deal with hj and clara(winner)..then had instant noodles for supper cum breakfast..cooked by clara..den me and hj just sat dere doin nothin waitin to eat..was darn sleepy nearly fell asleep on the sofa..tink it was abt 4 plus in the morning..cant rmb..then after eatin took cab home and my dad purposely locked the u noe 'wooden door'..and i cant get in..called my bros and i tink they're dead drunk to ans my calls..so no choice have to call home..actually i tot i can jus sneak back home without my dad knowing i ton..but bo bian..and i still managed to get in la..ohyah..we went to watch movie again b4 goin mark's house..watched Alvin and the Chipmunks so cute lors..(i like theodore..the green coulour one..haha)..quite nice the show..but i still fell asleep during the movie..cant tahan..really tired..lols..mmm..then..dats all lor..

had china and india test today..was so worried abt it..duno why..maybe cos i din really study for it..and felt guilty..lols..so hj me and clara decided to cheat..hahaha..but it turned out alright la..so we din copy at all..lucky i din copy clara's ans..cos his is wrong..whahaha..im so lucky..=x

dats all..gotta help hj with the QC lab report le..lalala

2007-12-28T01:53:00.000+08:00

here are e events during my holidays:

19th dec 2007" wed

went to cwp to get jia^2 fone at nokia care centre & have lunch at mac followed by amk hub to buy my heels for 23th event. den went to ww hse to play mj overnite. arrived home half dead at 8 plus ZzZzZz..

22th dec 2007" sat

went to plaza's fairprice to buy ingredients for steamboat on 24th at jia^2 hse. while w8-ing for e others we spend our time at e arcade playin lame games. collected my honey baked ham from louis & ms [thx guys (:] den went to ww hse to play mj but not overnite due to next day event. arrived home at 2 plus half dead again ZzZzZz..

23th dec 2007" sun
today was will's 21st bdae & he invited us to Parkroyal hotel [located near little india]to ve buffet. i was suppose to get ready by 1030am. im amazed tat i managed to wake up at 9 plus this morning & was early tat day! everyone was so surprised =.= we wore formal tat day. guess im e outstanding one again. wif my dark turquoise top and white heels. most of them wore dark colours.

the event starts at 12pm & end at 4pm. as usual we arrived late due to some 'problems'. but not all of us. as andy drove some of them dere 1st. and they were damn punctual can. when we arrived they were already veing desserts =.= anw this was my 1st time attending some1's bdae at a hotel buffet & it was really a pleasant experience (:

after e buffet we went to Jewel Box at Mount Faber [i suggested to go dere de :p] but seems dat we cant find the place when we gt dere. so eric & ww went ard to look for it. thx to them we managed to visit tat place. but unfortunately dere was limited parking lots & ph ve to park his van really far & ended up we ve to walk up the hill =.= i cant believe i did tat wif my almost 3 inches heels as this was my 1st time wearing it. my foot hurts like hell at the end of the day!

we went to e bar, ordered some drinks, view the 'snow' which appeared every hr, saw the tallest xmas tree & looked at e view from e cable car. i really enjoy myself tat day :D arrived home at 1 plus.

24th dec 2007" mon

1st round:
went to jia^2 hse to ve steamboat. left my hse at 5 plus carrying half of the ham & left half at home xD eric fetch agnes & me to her hse. i dunno why he bought so much food =/ anw we arrived her hse at 6 plus. most of them has reached her hse. they were busy preparing e food. defrozing, cutting & washing e ingredients. finally we can settled down to eat. after dinner and clearin up the mess. i went to meet my parents for dinner AGAIN [every xmas eve was suppose to be a family gathering]

2nd round:
we went Jack's place which is located at West Coast. i neva order any food as im full. but i did tried the lobster soup. speaking of this make me hungry again *drools xD they ordered steak,salmon wif forgot wat fish le & lobster wif chicken lo. ahhh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!! humpt`

i went back to jia hse at 11 plus. jus in time to wish them merry xmas. lol. we played uno & uno best buddy, uno stacko xD & also zhong qi min ma. loser drinks! we chit chat through e nite. & tats how i spend my xmas eve (: again i arrived home 8 plus in the morning dead ZzZzZzZz..

25th dec 2007" tue

arrived mm hse at 4 plus today. didnt ve enough slp >.< i dragged myself dere. most of them reached le. today's theme was pretty. erm -.- i didnt fit e theme. coz i wore t shirt & jeans. others wore dress & shirt =/ anw we spend our time dere playin card games like 'wolf' & 'heart attack' but nth could compare to 'Jenga'. we managed to stack the pieces really high & this made e game more exciting. luckily i managed to escape e forfeit. wahaha. we had canadian pizza as dinner & spend e nite over at her hse. arrived home at 5 plus in e evening.

29th dec 2007" sat
ww's 21st bdae at Costa Sands Resort [paris ris]

2007-12-27T23:29:00.000+08:00

Johor trip today..so tiring..bought nothing..
went secret recipe for dinner..had irish lamb stew and tom yum gung..yumyum..(its the best part of the trip la..haha)
christmas eve - fever and cold..stayed at hm
christmas night - potluck session..bought drinks and chips..then went home early to rest..
what a disappointment..

hj promised me to blog abt her christmas night..lols..so..hj fans..no worries ya =x..wahaha

end end end.

2007-12-19T02:39:00.000+08:00

worried.
bon voyage to mummy and daddy.
misses.
loves.

2007-12-13T23:19:00.000+08:00

common test is over! yipee..holiday rocks..wahaha..but i still have the china & india report and test to do and study..- - sian..nvm la..still got alot of time..lols..can man man lai..btw..this common test sux..tink i gonna fail all except math..sadded..its ok la..can try to do better next time..at least i really tried my best..now can relax and enjoy my holiday..haas..christmas is nearing..soo excited..duno why..lols

went to watch The Golden Compass jus now..i tink its quite boring lors..except for the graphics la..look so real and nice..maybe cos i din read the book..so i din noe wad they're talkin abt..haha..then we went to play arcade..den go mac sit and discuss where to go (boring)..den in the end we went no where..stayed in amk and had steamboat dinner..ok la..nt bad..then..dats all lor..no place to go..and we're quite tired already..so we went home..

ps: amk area is really boring lors..- -

2007-12-12T00:27:00.000+08:00

the more i wanna try my best, the more i stress myself.

2007-12-11T00:36:00.000+08:00

2 more papers to go.
i wanna try my best. i dun wanna look back and regret.
its hard, but i'll try. i know i can.
whatever the result may be, i know i did my best.

should i or should i not?

whatever will be, will be.
=)

2007-12-06T23:34:00.000+08:00

got back my math test paper during QC lab..so shitty..the 1st one was okay..but the 2nd one was really lyk shit..6/20..kaoz..i din even pass man..although i already expect that i will get this low la..but..i really feel dat i can go die le lor..its open book some more..i tink i scored the lowest in the lecture hall la..feel so dumb..im so retarded..i noe its open book and yet i din flip through my notes to see exactly how to do it..i assumed i noe how to do..-.-..hj laughed at my marks..initially i jus consoled myself that its okay la..i'll try to do better next time..and acted lyk i dun really care..but the stupid score jus keeps goin on in my head..i deserved to be laughed at la..im nt upset..but it really doesnt feel good..
another shitty thing..QC test..i din study the day before cos i was too tired after rushing the report..so..i jus studied on the way to sch and the 1 hr break..i tried to memorise the theories in the text..but..i forgot them during the test..wrote shitty things inside..made stupid mistakes..
robotics test today..i remembered..but..i brought the wrong book to sch..
lecture hall's day..i knew today's gonna be cold (aircon plus rainy day)..and yet i forgot to bring my jacket..i was shivering during the test..
conclusion: wad a day man..- -
common test next week. gettin stressed now. hate this feeling.
christmas is coming..so excited..lol..i wanna spend a day with the gang..but time jus doesnt allow us to do so...no worries..there'll be a chance..everything will be fine ya..think on the bright side..=)

2007-12-06T22:32:00.000+08:00

i was quite disappointed in myself after e QC test today as i didnt really do well. i tot i could ans most of e qns, but i was wrong. i even had trouble attempting e qns when i understand wat the lec is teaching. ~~i hate this hui-ling!~~
i guess i didnt do enuff revision due to exhaustion after chiong-ing those reports. in fact this was the busiest week ever since i started my studies in nyp. hai~ okie. u might think im finding excuses and i should have manage my time well. but i really need a break!! well think i cant. ct cuming :( argh*

anw today went out wif st. clara. yk & mark after sch. we went to subway at j8 to ve our dinner. mark went home after dinner and we acc yk to e nearby pasa malum to buy food for her family. after tat yk went home as well. so deres only 3 of us left. we dunno wat to do so we went to arcade to play. st & i tried out the new machine, 'silent hill' shooting game. sounds thrilling huh? lol. it was really fun and exciting but we only continued the game for a few times and went home after dat.

2007-12-05T20:10:00.001+08:00

so many report to do..
so many test to study..
CT its ard the corner..
how to cope..
argh..
sian!

忽冷忽热真的是我的专长?
很多事我认为不需要说出口
以为就可以这样算了
但在忍无可忍的情况下还是说了
我只是想表达我的意见
我做错了吗?
忘了今天
对不起
是我的错

我要的是悔改
而不是一句对不起*

2007-11-20T00:56:00.000+08:00

something's not right abt me..or the things ard me? may be a bad omen huh..lols..nvm..feelin quite sian recently..tests, reports, quiz, CT!...so many things to be done..so many things to revise..argh...i dun wanna remind myself of it..but..almost everyone ard me are tokin abt it..eeeeee...sian again..but..instead of worryin abt them..i chose to take the easy way..forget them..when the time comes..i will be automatically be reminded of it..good hor..lyk wad the chinese says..chuan dao qiao tou zhi ran zhi..wah..best..i lyk my it..less things to think abt..lols..okok..y i say something nt rite abt me..today..i tot the lessons start at 10 am..but actually it starts at 9 la..so..i missed dat lesson for no reason..kaoz..wasted dat one chance of ponning lesson..sian..and i noticed dat my short term memory is gettin worse..i will forget 85% or maybe worse 90% of wad the teacher taught..noticed dat when i was revising for tests..den i haf to learn it frm the text myself..and lyk dis week i practiced the tutorial qns..den next week i will forget how to do..another eg..i will write some notes lyk dates of tests down on my textbk..somewhere where i tink i will see it and will remind myself..den..end up..i forgot i wrote it down....dots..and i kept gettin late for my lesssons..cos im havin difficulty gettin up in the morning..and its a serious one..-.-
conclusion..i feel dat im gettin more retarded..dis is bad..lol

2007-11-18T17:39:00.000+08:00

tOo much spare time?
enter FULL OF CRAP*com

2007-10-24T22:40:00.000+08:00

woo..sch started for 2 weeks already..the 1st week was okay..but im starting to get lazy of going sch so early..i admit i skipped sch for 1 day cos i was lazy to get up and lied to clara dat my eye zheng..lols..but..i got wad i deserved..the day which i skipped sch was the robotics lab team grouping..and..im groupless now..great..now hj and me have to be seperated..no more perfect teammates(zhui jia pai dang..lols)..sians..so far..from 1st yr till now..hj has been the best partner i could find in the class..lols..i repeat..class..
okok..my mood hasnt been too good lately..keep gettin irritated easily..i dunno why..most probably..PMS..so..stay away from me..i cant control it..dun really lyk myself now..gettin irritated as if i dun irritate those ppl ard me..-.-
alright..im goin to slp..cant be late for tmr's pok eye freak's lessson..if not he'll use his pok eyes to stare at me and say im a hardcore late comer..haha..or maybe i shldnt haf said him a pok eye freak..cos im one myself too..lols..but i tink im better den him ya? pls..tell me im much better..hahaha..
ps: i apologize to the ppl whom i spoke too straight forward to ya..
End!

2007-10-21T22:06:00.000+08:00

finally 1st week of sch has passed. its a tough week. im not used to waking up early in e morleng =.= but im tryin hard. i looked haggard. =/ cant imagine i fell asleep throughout the 2 hrs lesson. its e 1st time. i cant help it. its damn boring. with big eye freak lecturing.

anw i saw jay's new song 牛仔很忙 mtv.
my 1st reaction is O.O"
not used to jay being soo active =x
watch. and u will know why.
the song was catchy though.

*cleanin window dance?!
*pink pony?!

ps: i ♥ jay
:)

2007-10-21T21:49:00.000+08:00

kill chickens like tt to cut cost?
no more income for #@$%* kfc anymore.
go to hell.

wats the right way of killing chickens?
wat abt pigs and cows and other animals? hmm..
its hard to be vegetarian..

2007-10-10T23:01:00.000+08:00

Ooo..sch's startin soon yeah..hope dis sem will be a easy one..yup..im gonna proceed to today's topic..

alright..i've been finding dramas to watch recently..and i came across these 2 jap drama-Hana Yori Dango (japanese version of 流星花园) and Hana Kimi japan..which is nice..especially Hana Kimi..reason? cos the actors in dere are so stupid..so stupid and la tah to the extent dat u can really laf at their idiotic-ness..lols..i find it darn funny lah..haha..

dis guy here caught my eye sia..he's such a pretty boy..lols

okok..now for some serious topic..Kentucky Fried Cruelty..its some sort of a campaign against KFC..even though I might not be a vegetarian or vegan..I do feel for those helpless chickens la..its really cruel, inhumane, beast-like or whatever words dat describes it la..kaoz..they throw the chickens against the walls, jump and step on them when they are still conscious and alive..the chickens are so poor thing sia..i tink you won't probably believe me until you have read and watch the video of it..serious..here's the link--http://www.kentuckyfriedcruelty.com/index.asp

im tellin myself now that i'll try not to eat KFC again..not because the vid disgust me..its because im against their inhumane doings..its really sad that people can be so heartless..

yeah..this is wad i have for today..end!

2007-09-30T06:06:00.000+08:00

im still awake!! argh..dunno y everytime i slp late i will feel guilty..lols..weird lehs..im goin against nature..understand wad i mean? hahas..but..cant help it..i jus dun feel tired..maybe i shld try gettin some sleepin pills..which i noe its bad for health..lala..im goin to slp..if nt i'll feel worse..nites..

2007-09-23T00:31:00.000+08:00

im really bored at home..-.- supposed to go thailand dis coming fri..but...i've decided nt to go..reason..? cos my family's havin lesser income now..so..gotta be more frugal..meaning..eating lesser good food(restaurants)..and more eating at home..=( argh..hope i can resist temptations..and lesser shopping..cheaper clothes...-.- but..i havent shopped or bought new clothes for dis whole term!!! huh~i got no clothes to wear liao leh..den now still haf to wear back the old ones..haix..serve me right..hu ask me to spend all my pocket money every mth..nv save up..anw..pray dat my pocket money wun get lesser..if not..dunno i can tahan or nt ah..wah..sounds lyk im so useless hor..cant tahan..k la..i admit..haha..i'll try la..left abt one yr plus b4 i graduate..hope my dad can tahan better den me..lols
dunno hu's mouth so suay one..keep sayin im rich..see la..now im not and may get even worse....lols..jk jk..blame ppl sia..haha..

2007-09-22T06:30:00.000+08:00

a day has passed.
skies brightened.
silence gone.
sun rising.
mum waking.
bro awaken.
im still awake.
tired.
bored.

2007-09-20T18:29:00.000+08:00

:::The day shuting went to é salon

`Before

:::At é salon

`wats tat outside?

`Getting comfortable

`Aiyo my fringe too long, mus cut it shorter for me ar.

`Dun worry miss, i bery e professional one.

`After

2007-09-20T18:10:00.001+08:00

hj goes for rebonding..

before..

yay~im gonna haf straight hair..hees..

wah..i lyk the clip sia..

auntie: dun worry..we will kiap ur hair until very nice one

my hair lyk dat nice hor..

after..

2007-09-05T02:24:00.000+08:00

*yawns*..dis is wad i did during my holidays..
Monday:

wake up at ard noon..
wash up..
watch tv..
eat..
watch tv again..
den slp again..
wake up play dota..
eat dinner..
watch tv..
bathe..
see my bro play games..
disturb my bro..until he come and whack me..
play games again..
den slp..
Tue, Wed, Thur, Fri..repeat mon..
Saturday..
go help my daddy..
den go home disturb my bro again..
play game and makan dinner..den slp..
Sunday
wake up watch tv..
go eat dinner wif my family..
slp..

wah..so interesting rite..-.-..im getting bored..so no life..argh..so..i've decided to go indo wif my mummy next week and thailand with my bros after im back from indo=)) yay..can shop and eat and shop and eat..no more boring days for me..yipee~ ohyah..i've got a special msg for a kns toot~ who told us dat he would organise a so called badminton outing during the holidays..waited and waited..no news from him..say until so song b4 holidays..gif me hopes..now not even a single msg frm him..such an ass sia..disappointing..nvm..i've planned my own programs already..yup..mr toot~..if ur're gonna start organising this so called outing after u've read dis..better dun..cos im gonna use the racket and whack ur butt or even ur face the moment i see u! -.- u noe wads gonna happen to ur face rite..so better hide ur face from me and hj..cos we'll whack it..=)
*yawns*..im not violent at all right..yup..i noe..=) ..hahas..lame shit..time for me to slp..lalala~