i have been rather restless these days.. dun feel like doing anything at all.. my hse is getting pretty messed up.. not in the mood to clean up at all.. i wonder its the holiday spirit making me lazy or its just me?

currently at work now but im blogging away.. are u envy? actually its not fun at all to stuck at ur desk, with no where to go, pretending to be busy but actually surfing the net and trying not to let ur bosses find out..


2010 will soon come to an end.

First, i would like to thank my mum & baby, who stay with me trou ups & downs.
Unfortunately i have to spend most of my time working, neglecting them.
Second, i hope most of my plans are able to carry out smoothly (going on a trip, persuiting my part time degree, able to do more things that i love despite of the busy schedule etc..)
Third, i hope my mum's leg would get better when 2011 arrive. hopefully she is able to enjoy the trip we plan on mid 2011 and does not have problems in motion.

i wish 2011 would be a fruitful yr for me, my family and all my friends.

Merry Chirstmas and Happy 2011 Everyone!



Attn: Santa

Dear Santa, please allow my work load to be manageable, i have been a good girl this yr and im not greedy. i just hope my work load would not increase suddenly like hell. Please let me have a peaceful week until christmas and my mum get better. Thank you. XOXO, Yours Truly.

Labels: :: hj ::

I have already apologise & i am sincere about it.
Do you think that i feel good hurting you?

Im always hurting you.
You are the only one in pain.
Im very happy with my life.
You should leave.

Has this been going through your mind often?

True Friends would never think of that.
And by not saying i am not much better off either.

You always said that i didnt share my problems with you.
But do you think i can share it with you & you are comfortable listening?
I don't wish to hurt you further.
Please understand this.

A promise for a lifetime to be there might be too much for a friend.
Its not worth to waste your time on something with no outcome at all.
I have long move on & i wish you could too.
I hope you find your true happiness.

i have been responsible as i kept the secret between us.
But im sick of keeping it a secret.
不要逼我说出不能说的秘密.
Stop pushing me.

By saying all this i have no intention of breaking the friendship.
Im just saying how i feel.
If you cant accept for who i am, you cant be in my life.


"Just to prove i was right that it's harder to be friends than lovers and you shouldn't try and mix the two, cause if you do and then you're still unhappy, then you know that the problem is you."
- Liz Phair


To someone else: Get the facts right before you start solving the problems. DUMB ASS!!

Labels: :: hj ::

its harder than it seems. . .

Labels: :: hj ::

Quotes From You:

"Real loss only occurs when you lose something that you love more than yourself"

"Memories are the best souvenirs"

"I should have been more careful. I was blinded by your halo, so I never noticed the horns"

"Breaking up is not a stupid thing; instead it makes you a better person and realize your mistakes"

"Letting go of someone dear to you is hard, but holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the same is much harder. Giving up doesn't mean you are weak! It only means that you are strong enough to let go!"

"Someday we'll know if love can move a mountain. Someday we'll know why the sky is blue. Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you."

"Deep down you know it's best for yourself, but you hate the thought of that someone being with someone else."

"I wish you could look at me and see the person you once loved instead of the person you have grown to hate."

"The saddest love is to love someone, to know that they still want you, but the circumstances don't let you have them."

"If you ever get lonely and you want to see my face, look at the sky, smell the air, close your eyes, and you'll find me."

Labels: :: hj ::

this is so true..

有人说男人其实是最专一的.
因为从20岁到80岁的男人都喜欢20岁左右年轻漂亮的女人.
这是个笑话,但也是个事实.

有人说现在的年轻女孩都很现实,眼中没有爱情.
称着年轻嫁个有钱的,一辈子也就有个归宿了.


男人有时好比洋葱,要想看到洋葱的心就需要一层一层去剥。
但是女人在剥的过程会不断流泪剥到最后才知道，
原来洋葱是没有心的.

Labels: :: hj ::

Labels: :: hj ::

i have been rather restless these days.. dun feel like doing anything at all.. my hse is getting pretty messed up.. not in the mood to clean up at all.. i wonder its the holiday spirit making me lazy or its just me?

currently at work now but im blogging away.. are u envy? actually its not fun at all to stuck at ur desk, with no where to go, pretending to be busy but actually surfing the net and trying not to let ur bosses find out..


2010 will soon come to an end.

First, i would like to thank my mum & baby, who stay with me trou ups & downs.
Unfortunately i have to spend most of my time working, neglecting them.
Second, i hope most of my plans are able to carry out smoothly (going on a trip, persuiting my part time degree, able to do more things that i love despite of the busy schedule etc..)
Third, i hope my mum's leg would get better when 2011 arrive. hopefully she is able to enjoy the trip we plan on mid 2011 and does not have problems in motion.

i wish 2011 would be a fruitful yr for me, my family and all my friends.

Merry Chirstmas and Happy 2011 Everyone!



Attn: Santa

Dear Santa, please allow my work load to be manageable, i have been a good girl this yr and im not greedy. i just hope my work load would not increase suddenly like hell. Please let me have a peaceful week until christmas and my mum get better. Thank you. XOXO, Yours Truly.

Labels: :: hj ::

I have already apologise & i am sincere about it.
Do you think that i feel good hurting you?

Im always hurting you.
You are the only one in pain.
Im very happy with my life.
You should leave.

Has this been going through your mind often?

True Friends would never think of that.
And by not saying i am not much better off either.

You always said that i didnt share my problems with you.
But do you think i can share it with you & you are comfortable listening?
I don't wish to hurt you further.
Please understand this.

A promise for a lifetime to be there might be too much for a friend.
Its not worth to waste your time on something with no outcome at all.
I have long move on & i wish you could too.
I hope you find your true happiness.

i have been responsible as i kept the secret between us.
But im sick of keeping it a secret.
不要逼我说出不能说的秘密.
Stop pushing me.

By saying all this i have no intention of breaking the friendship.
Im just saying how i feel.
If you cant accept for who i am, you cant be in my life.


"Just to prove i was right that it's harder to be friends than lovers and you shouldn't try and mix the two, cause if you do and then you're still unhappy, then you know that the problem is you."
- Liz Phair


To someone else: Get the facts right before you start solving the problems. DUMB ASS!!

Labels: :: hj ::

its harder than it seems. . .

Labels: :: hj ::

Quotes From You:

"Real loss only occurs when you lose something that you love more than yourself"

"Memories are the best souvenirs"

"I should have been more careful. I was blinded by your halo, so I never noticed the horns"

"Breaking up is not a stupid thing; instead it makes you a better person and realize your mistakes"

"Letting go of someone dear to you is hard, but holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the same is much harder. Giving up doesn't mean you are weak! It only means that you are strong enough to let go!"

"Someday we'll know if love can move a mountain. Someday we'll know why the sky is blue. Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you."

"Deep down you know it's best for yourself, but you hate the thought of that someone being with someone else."

"I wish you could look at me and see the person you once loved instead of the person you have grown to hate."

"The saddest love is to love someone, to know that they still want you, but the circumstances don't let you have them."

"If you ever get lonely and you want to see my face, look at the sky, smell the air, close your eyes, and you'll find me."

Labels: :: hj ::

this is so true..

有人说男人其实是最专一的.
因为从20岁到80岁的男人都喜欢20岁左右年轻漂亮的女人.
这是个笑话,但也是个事实.

有人说现在的年轻女孩都很现实,眼中没有爱情.
称着年轻嫁个有钱的,一辈子也就有个归宿了.


男人有时好比洋葱,要想看到洋葱的心就需要一层一层去剥。
但是女人在剥的过程会不断流泪剥到最后才知道，
原来洋葱是没有心的.

Labels: :: hj ::

Labels: :: hj ::